today's third blog post : anxious

since i have no other things to do. id better write.

i feel so mellow today.

i dont know why.

i started this day with smile, with a very bright and comforting mood. but now.

i feel fragile.

hhh, how can this happened to me?

im tired.

very tired.

im tired of thinking, im tired of studying, calculating and so on.

i want to meet you, i dont know who you are.

but u really want to meet such person that could make me smile, or even laugh.

the mood is real suck! hate this man!

the matching soundtrack : bingeul bingeul UKISS

what are you doing now?

i'm not missing you, literally. im anxious.

im worried, are you okay?

do you mad at me?

why did you act that way?

why did you do that?

why did you laugh?

why did you smile?

why did you treat me nicely?

i cant help it, i should end this.

im sorry, curtain closed while you're not around.

----while writing this, i think of several person that BERARTI for me. they're priceless. they make me laugh and feel joy almost all the time.----