judulnya oh no, karena gue merasa oh no malam ini.
i really hate this, when i feel sth about someone and i dont get any rapid response, i'll lose him in seconds! in seconds for sure.
i dont know this is a marvelous ability or a curse.
i really cant keep this kind of feeling for a long time, i dont have the patience.
ive been like this twice after i broke up and before this guy im saying.
i really dont know what to do about this..
i might want to let him go, but on the other side of me, i enjoy being with him..
he's kinda sweet and act just the way i act. we're almost the same, at least for me it is.
im happy around him, he act unpredictably and full of surprise indeed.
if i were a boy, i might be just like him.
this guy is so introvert, not because he doesnt want anyone know about him, but he is just.. maybe too lazy to tell, or he might think that why should they know? like that.
and again, he likes to make me do sth unimportant. and be mad if i dont do what he wants.
i really dont know why you keep coming into my mind? you stick there, like you were glued there.
i even call you by that word. which i use to call my ex with that, you remind me of him, of a boyfriend. it comes up lightly when i think of you. i just feel like saying it. boys before you, i cant call them with that words, i dont feel comfortable with them.
this text is written for you.
you didnt let me sleep, as the matter of fact im extra tired. im up for you, but you left me to bed. haahh. im really upset gramps.
